Excitement overload

It was my plan to hold off on another post until my ultrasound tomorrow (Holy! it's tomorrow! that's super soon, but still not soon enough) but I am way too excited and Mark is at work and I'm home by myself and I can't express my excitement to anyone else (I've tried telling my baby how excited I am about it but it doesn't answer back so it's not the same) (Also I hate calling my baby an it, but after tomorrow I won't have to!) so I've resorted to blogging about it.

 All day at work today I couldn't think about anything else. I just want to know what this baby is already and which name I can finally call it, I catch myself calling it our girl name but then I feel bad just incase it's a boy and I don't want to give it a complex already so I call it our boy name right after. Dang, I'm going to give this baby low self esteem by accident and its not even born yet! Anyway, yesterday someone who didn't already know asked me if I was pregnant yesterday for the first time (a little old lady). She said "Are you what I think you are?" I thought that was pretty cute. 

Im seriously so excited. I don't think I'll be able to sleep tonight (as if thats different from any other night, its hard to sleep with a baby on your organs and constantly harassing your insides). After we find out we're going to go to Mark's families house in Cardston for the weekend and do fun Cardstony things. I don't really know what this entails but I'll find out I guess. Then Sunday my family is going to come down to Cardston and we'll have a BBQ. That's also pretty cute, and I'm really excited for it. I'm kinda glad that our hours are limited in Lethbridge before we go out to Cardston because I don't think I could keep my mouth shut about the results and I would tell my mom and my sister right away.

Just watch, since I'm so excited about this our baby is going to be a brat and we won't even find out what the gender it is. Well here's to hoping. I will be back Monday with the news (if theres any).

Life

Oh life. You never cease to amaze and surprise me. Just when I think that you will slow down a little bit or give me a little bit of normalcy you decide to keep me on my toes and throw me a curve ball.
Well played life, well played. I must say though, I'm quite excited about this particular curve ball. In 4 short months we will have a teeny tiny little Remington to call our own. I cannot wait. I bet you thought you would trip me up with this one huh? I have to admit, I thought at first you would win since this was so unexpected but I could not have asked for a better twist. I've read a trillion baby books and continue to take my football sized vitamins and am incredibly hungry one minute and shockingly queazy the next. But I love, love, love it. I will take this challenge and run with it. Thank you life, balls in your court now, I do believe I've won this one. Check and mate.